someone said this time is about experiencing pain
sounds like zen
sounds like running
back to the recoil?
back to the lack?
back to what?
what about penetrating the complicated connections and dependencies
still full of disappointment
she's standing on the vacant street corner of fruitful desire
what are you here to take of?
i'm going outside to watch the milky way
coming home to myself
wanting to back away from all i know
all who know me
but feeling distance here breaks this heart
i wonder what becomes of severed limbs and scar tissue...