Sunday, October 3

Answers in the Milky Way

someone said this time is about experiencing pain
suffering
rejection
sounds like zen
sounds like running

to where?
back to the recoil?
back to the lack?
back to what?

what about penetrating the complicated connections and dependencies
in here?
still full of disappointment
disillusionment
but still
she's standing on the vacant street corner of fruitful desire

what are you here to take of?
not him
not me

fuck it
i'm going outside to watch the milky way

coming home to myself
wanting to back away from all i know
all who know me
but feeling distance here breaks this heart
again

i wonder what becomes of severed limbs and scar tissue...